Do you know there is no point?
In me explaining
The sense of feeling of the wound-like a child
Falling on the ground, ice cream melted
Do you know I keep complaining?
Even though this life is a gift-I brace myself
Even though I keep planting
This thought in my head, to keep on being positive
But when negativity overtakes the positive
I don’t feel the need to lie to myself
And no, I am not okay tonight.

Do you know and experience?
The sharpness of the headache
The inner flame yet coldness
Let me ask you this…
Ever felt like there is nobody around you
In a crowded room full of people
Or 100% , beneath those stars
With just one person beside you

And you will never know
The sense of emotion of
A fresh new emptiness
Diminishing to the ground of your shoulders
But if you ever do know this
Tell me how you feel.